So sleepy.....

The boy and I are still fine. I was just having a female brain overreaction the other day that was making me think things weren't fine. I told him yesterday I thought he was mad at me. He assured me he wasn't, that he was just having a horribly bad day and wanted to be left alone. Fair enough.

He has decided he is going to actively look for a new job. This one is sucking him dry. He said yesterday he hates coming to work now. So I said "but I'm here!" and he said "I know. You're the only thing that keeps me coming in. You're my only brightspot in my days".

He also decided last night he was going to leave work 2hrs early. Since I like having him at work and like seeing him I got my pout on! I stuck my lower lip out and gave it my all! And he totally noticed. He called me on my pout and then sent me a text saying "you're being mushy today". Yeah, I'm not always cold and crusty! But it didn't work. He still left early.

He sent me a message at 10:30 last night saying he won $1250 partying with a buddy of his. He's had such a crap few days I'm glad he's got himself a little bit of extra happy. How he won it I don't know. I'll find that out today. We said our goodnights shortly after.

So I called it a night just after midnight. I was tired from not sleeping well the night before. At 1am my phone goes off. Seriously? I very rarely leave my ringer actually turned on, its usually on vibrate which I may or may not hear when I'm sleeping. Last night: ringer on. And its him. And the convo goes something like this:

P: "bad night, wanna be a housewife in Barbados, have a couple kids?"
E: "a housewife in barbados?"
P: "One of two jobs"
E: Barbados eh, sounds like an adventure.
P: That or Victoria
E: Victoria, BC? I love BC!
P: If I wanna
E: If you wanna? I'm not so sure I'm alert enough to follow.
P: Ok, tomorrow
E: You'll have to explain to me tomorrow because I don't think I'm following
P: You OK being a mom?
E: possibly. Still not sure about the idea of having kids.
P: We wik (which I assume he means 'we will')
E: Ok, its almost 2am, I've got to get some sleep. I'll talk to you in the morning.

Um, what? Barbados? Victoria? Housewife? KIDS?

Ok, a move I could potentially deal with. Housewife I could probably deal with (though I HATE the term housewife), though would probably get bored quickly. Kids? Not sure about that one. Or ones as he seems to want.

That was quite the conversation to be having at 2am!