blergh.

Thats pretty well how I'm feeling today.

The weather is crap: the brochure didn't mention this was monsoon season. I want a refund.

Because of the weather I've been trapped in my house all day. Its not just raining. Its torrential down pouring. The kind of rain where you're soaked 2.3secs after stepping outside. Its lovely.

And AF came to visit the other day for the first time in almost a year. The rollercoaster horomones are throwing me for a loop. This too is lovely.

The boy woke me up at 8:03 this morning. Not cool. He usually calls or texts around 10:30 with a "good morning, are you up yet?", however this morning he figured 8:03 was a better time. Ugh. And now he's downtown sitting in a bar having a beer pondering his job situation.

A month ago he found out he wasn't getting a promotion he was told he'd be getting. Since then he's been unsure as to what he wanted to do: suck it up and stay or find a new job. He decided to stay, as concenus was his new manager wasn't going to last that long. However, he had lunch with his former boss (who used to work at the hotel) and he wants him to go work for him. Which would be fine, from what I gather its a similar job with better pay.

Then there is also our hotel manager who is currently between our hotel and one in another province. He keeps telling him to "just give him 2 months, I can't say anything but just give me 2 months". I figure he wants him to go work in Ontario where he is now.

If I got an opinion I'd rather he stay here. However, we're only, what, a week into this. I don't get an opinion on what he does with himself. Not yet anyway.

Anyway, we were supposed to do something today, however he's got all this on the brain he hasn't even mentioned getting together. Which is fair enough. I understand where he's coming from. I'm just having one of those days and would like to see him.

Ugh. Being an emotional chick sometimes sucks!