Aaahhh....

After laying low most of yesterday and having a few cold ones last night my internal sense of panic disappeared.

I was just sooooo taken aback yesterday seeing that face again. I mean, really, what are the odds? Of all the grocery stores in this city she had to walk into mine!

I have no idea if she remembers or recognizes me, and I don't really care if she does or doesn't. All I know is I remember and recognize her. It did spark my need to flee. I mean really, someone tells you once they're going to put a bullet in you, you don't hang around to let them have a second chance. The police told me if she showed up again to call them. I didn't. I just wanted out of there. I did tell them I wasn't giving her the chance to threaten me again. They agreed that shouldn't be allowed to happen.

I had a rocky sleep last night. I fell asleep easlily enough (for a change) but had a restless sleep. I woke up this morning to find my sheets wrapped around my neck. I very rarely stay laying in one place at night anyway, but last night I must have been extra restless because none of my sheets were where they should have been.

Tonight is my friend's 30th birthday celebration. Her actual birthday was a few days ago, but because she was out of town the celebration was delayed. There's a bunch of us going to the Economy Shoe Shop for some eats, then out for drinking afterwards. I'm definitely going for dinner but am reasonably certain I'll be skipping the drinking after, for two reasons: 1) its not in the budget and 2) I don't want to deal with the hangover tomorrow. I just don't recover from a night out like I used to. It takes me days now to be back to normal. I'm not 21 anymore where I could go out all night, drink my face off and still function the next day. I go out now and drink my face off I need 2 days to lay in bed! And I'm getting together next week with a friend I haven't seen in 3 years so I want to preserve some drinking time for then! Not that we plan to have an epic night, but if we do have a few drinks I want to be able to enjoy it, and not still be recovering from the last time!

I'm so excited to get together with K again! When her and I get together trouble almost always happens! (oh, the stories I could tell you!) I met her when I moved to Alberta back in '04. We became good friends quite quickly. She's originally from NS as well. Since I moved back to NS 3 years ago we've talked a handful of times, kept up with eachother via Facebook. She's been home visiting a few times but it never worked out for us to get together. This time: WE'RE GETTING TOGETHER! And I can't wait! I'm so excited! We plan to hangout at her cottage, swim, eat, have a drink or two, and just catch up! Seriously, I'm THAT excited!

WOOOOHOOOO!!!! C'mon Tuesday!