Boy hugs

(yup, thats right....more talk about the boy!)

His kisses are yummy. I like them and like that I get so many of them.

But his hugs are great too.

He's a fair bit taller than I am (I come in at 5'6"...while not short I'm not exactly tall either), I'm guessing he's 6'1" or so. Anyway, when he wraps his arms around me I fit in there perfectly. My head just hits his chest.

I needed a hug today. I've had a rough, long, busy weekend at work (the girl I was working with is a useless twit). Yesterday was bad, today was brutal. He called a few times throughout the day to make sure I was holding it together. And I was. Operative word: was. I gave the twit a few simple tasks to work on and told her I was taking a 10min walk, call my cell if you need anything. I called him, asked where he was. He was in his office. Great, stay put. I'm en route.

He knew, as soon as he saw me, that I just needed a hug. And he delivered.

Most people who know me know I don't like to be touched. I don't know why or where it came from but I just don't like it. But his hugs are different. As soon as he had ahold of me today I pretty well instantly relaxed and told him I could have fallen asleep standing there in his arms. It didn't make it any easier to want to go back to work either. However, it did make life suck a little less at that moment.

I met a friend and her bf after work for sushi. It was originally supposed to just be her and I so we could have a girls night: I hadn't seen her in a month so she was out of the loop as far as details about the boy go. However, her bf assumed he was included, so he came along. Which was fine, I like him, he's fun to hangout with. After dinner they went off to the beach so he could surf. She was texting me while she waited. Her first message to me said:

"you looked really happy today"

Me: "I know! Weird, eh"

Her: "Yes, in a very very good way!"

And I am really happy. I could be in the worst mood having the worst day, then I see him and its all better. Life is happier, then. I'm happier. He calms me.

We have plans to get together on Tuesday morning. Not sure what he has planned for the morning, but as long as I'm with him, thats really all that matters!